6:20 PM. Saturday, May 08, 2010
its a commitment too huge. i don't think im ever ready for it? am i?mother's day is a torture for filial children. i just came back from bras basah. bought a art canvas and a un-collapsable easel and a a2 transparent file. so it is 60 bucks plus 30 bucks plus 25 bucks = 115. GULPS. 25 is for the merc cab home cuz the easel had to be cabbed home with me. and i d'no why there's a huge surcharge. 115! damn it.let me include the tears that almost exploded from my eye socket for not being able to flag a cab at a foreign island. and there were raindrops falling from the sky. and i had to hold a a2 size bag on one hand, and the easel on the other. and a heavy bag that contained a bottle, umbrella, wallet, sunglasses, planner, ds, 2 hps and a packet of tissue. darn it. i felt so damn lost and stranded. and all for mother's day. did i forget to mention the 1 hour bus ride there? no i didn't. now i did. filial child award. thanks. im so freaking drained and hungry. lemon has nothing for me. probably how she waits for me to come home every single day. and warmly welcomes me every time i come home. like really warm. that should suffice i guess. i chopped off my hair.