12:11 PM. Saturday, March 20, 2010
i'm probably going through the most screwed up period of the year.after the 300 bucks check up with the eye specialist. the blurness was concluded due to the a large pupil, and most importantly, a pupil that does not constrict with increased light. which may cause blurness probably anytime of the day, but especially serious when its very bright. further results showed that my vision field is limited. with my eyes not being able to see things in the top left hand corner. and this may worsen with hydrocyphylus. and caused by the friend in my brain. nothing can be done to my eyes other than wearing sunglasses. no medication. no anything. and then there's this screwed up essay for me to do. which made me go in circles cuz i just can't interprete the question correctly and come up with arguments. i think i spent 6 hours going in circles. i can't think with a right mind. the whole night i was dreaming and thinking of the question subconsciously in my sleep. i am extremely stressed.and then im trying to get over you know who the whole day. and when i am determined. i read his note on fb saying he had a bike accident. well done.my mind is in a whirl now. and im drowning myself with readings to do.i'll probably disappear from school a few days. i need a break.